Here lies a sanctuary

An overly picked buffet

Tossed, torn, thrown about

Ravaged by the hands of man

An innocent solace

A pure light

Wrecked in a justified collision

Seethed in arrogance

Embattled in bitterness

Lost to ignorance

Just this last weekend I turned 27.  I know that does not seem old, and really it is not, however in my short lifetime it seems aged.  I am nearing my ten year high school reunion and we are about to have our second child, it seems a mile from when I graduated almost ten years ago.  Every birthday brings with it some retrospection and reflection of where I have been and where I am going, that seems only natural.  As I near 30, the where I am going seems to have more urgency as I look back on what I wanted to do and what I have not accomplished yet to this point.  This certainly wasn’t how I wrote it up, although parts have come together nicely, such as being married and having kids and purchasing a house by 25.  There are still pieces missing, empty feelings of failure and dissatisfaction.  Some of that seems to be a personal complex brewing, but some of it seems to be honest shortcomings.

There is part of me that knows that I should focus more on the things I do have and the amazing blessings I have been given, and I get that.  Also, I am mindful that Christ warns us against planning too far and focusing too much on the future, and I get that.  I just feel as if there is something more I am meant to do or be and can’t see how it all melds together.  Youth I suppose.  I am at a crossroads.  Do I accept the life I am currently living or do I take steps to shake things up and better life for those around me, even if it means some time of discomfort.

I have been looking into going back to school to get a Master’s of Divinity, with the idea to continue through to the Doctorate level and eventually teach at the University level.  Along with that end goal, I would be participating in ministry all along the way.  However, there are several things my family would have to give up along the way.  We would have to downsize our way of living, try to sell our house, move further away from family, and certainly become less financially stable and comfortable.  It would be an entire shift in our lifestyle.  The student loans would pile up beyond belief and be almost impossible to ever pay back, unless Obama passes his new student loan legislation, which you can take that however you would like.  Let’s not forget two young children two and under.  There are so many angles to this that they are overwhelming and it is easy to just stay put and be comfortable or at least more comfortable.

On the other side, should monetary comfort and a simpler life be the main factor?  Should closeness to family be the main factor?  Should fear and doubt be the main factor?  It would seem in all of this that God be the main factor.  Trying to find His answer in all of this has been the hardest part of it all.  There are so many principles and teachings that go both ways that is becomes hard to decipher.  The concept of giving it up for Him sounds wonderful and leading a life in service to Him and working for Him and His Church as my main focus everyday seems amazing.  It would seem to be what we all should do on the surface.  Then I am mindful we all serve different roles and is this my role, is it the role for my wife and our children, is it what we are meant to be doing.  Am I ready?  Will I ever really be ready?  Does the fear of public speaking keep me at bay or do I cope and deal with that as I once did in debate?  I am just laying this out here because I don’t have the answer, prayer is pulling me both ways as well.

There is what my family calls the ‘itch’ and maybe that has come to play.  The need for movement, change and new direction.  As my Dad said though, “Are you meant to scratch it?”…I don’t know.

Thomas Campbell and the Principles He Promulgated

H. L. Willett, Chicago, Ill.

However, when one turns to ask what was the essence of his message, the answer must be given in clear and emphatic form. Mr. Campbell did not concern himself with a variety of interests. “Principles” is not a word that defines his statements. He held to one principle and to one alone–the union of God’s people. To that one theme he devoted his life; he lived for nothing else. No really first-rank interpreter of God has ever had more than one commanding truth to proclaim. It was so of all the prophets. It was so of Christ. Men of the second rank can concern themselves with various ideas; the great prophets know but one. Thomas Campbell shared the fundamental convictions of his age and ours on the essentials of the faith. But the one principle which absorbed him and claimed his life, was the truth that the church is ideally one, and ought to realize that unity in actual and visible experience. To him this was the most outstanding and impressive fact in all the range of the church’s life. Others might devote themselves to different tasks. But as for himself, and all who were minded to stand with him, this was the supreme need and duty. He was keenly sensitive of this crying necessity of the time. It haunted his soul like a prophetic burden. The waste places of Jerusalem, where the debris of sectarian strife lay scattered and obstructive, filled him with as profound a sorrow as Nehemiah felt in his night circuit of the city. With that same restorer, he might have cried, “Why should I not mourn when the city of my fathers lieth desolate, and its gates are burned with fire?” His hope and passion was the restoration of its undivided glory. The beauty of that vision allured him. The music of the reunited church already filled his soul. Though as yet a choir invisible, its anthem floated to him as if a door in heaven were left ajar and cherubim were singing. To the realization of this hope he devoted all his energies through the lengthening years of his life.

Have we lost the priniple of unity, the burden that Thomas Campbell himself felt?  We must find a way to recreate this passion, this internal burden in Christ’s church today.  There was a reason for Thomas Campbell to restore, and we are creating more reasons for a new restoration as we stray further from the principles of being simply Christian.  It is time to refocus, restore and seek Christian unity by allowing ourselves to be burdened by this plea.

As someone that has grown up in the “Church of Christ” I was taught and received an education in the Bible that by all accounts was amazing.  Lots of credit to my mom, dad and Bible Bowl.  I also have studied the Restoration Movement and understand what the goals and reasons for restoration were and how the “Church of Christ” came to be.  I believe earnestly in those goals and appeals and think there was a reason that they yielded such an important movement in Christianity.    But, do we care anymore?  Do you care how the churches around your region are doing?  Are you rooting for or against them?  Are they the joke in the room, or the dirty step child?  At least liberal and conservative churches do have something in common,  they equally isolate and criticize.

I have seen and heard, as I am sure you have, of individual quarrels that cross decades being a hindrence between neighboring congregations.  The obvious Biblical contradictions to this behaviour are infinite.  We are quick to label this church this and this church that.  Do we care about the Biblical principles we read and take seriously their action?

I write this, not simply to heap on criticism but to call on those that read this, though that stretch is not far, to shift direction.  Be more open, be more concerned, reach out, don’t focus on the differences but rather hone in on the focus of Christ.  No one wants to share in our civil wars or bickering, it brings no one to Christ and certainly does not give them an example of Christ in our lives or that of our Church.  There are reasons we no longer grow and it has nothing to do with this or that it has to do with our example of Christ.

Gathering of localities and churches started this movement and revivals allowed the simplicity of being a follower of Christ to show through.  We have mucked it up with our own traditionalism, progression, ego’s etc.  We must now turn around and restore what has always been there, Christ’s Church.

I constantly battle with this question because there are so many elements that go into the answer.  There is the spiritual element that moves me one way and then there is the human element that pushes me another.  Now I have discovered a parental element, but I am unsure to some degree what all that entails.

Should I go where I feel comfortable or should I attend where I can be of the greater use?  Should I go to the church in my community or if I feel more comfortable should I drive the extra ten minutes to go elsewhere?  Should I drive the extra if I am more needed nearby or should I stick with the church closest to me?

Let me know what you think….leave a comment below

I was filling out a questionnaire at work the other day on how I would like to be coached as an employee by a future manager, and I got to thinking about truth.  The word gets thrown around often and many people say that they wish for you to be honest.  But, as a society and often as a church we don’t.  We want to hear the truth when it doesn’t hurt and we want to tell the truth when it is safe to do so.  That isn’t very honest.

We all tip-toe around each other, trying to say the right things and actively worrying that we will either anger or offend someone around us.  I am not advocating that we be disrespectful, but whatever happened to telling things the way they are.  Reading documents of the past, I am alarmed at the approach that intellectual minds used when writing back and forth.  It was an approach that was up front and real, not shaded by political correctness.

In today’s church we implement this same societal policy to our conversations and writings.  Instead of being able to have open discussions on difference or doctrinal positions, we quietly discuss the issues when others are not around or tip-toe around them when they are.  Churches that once worked together, now separate themselves and work with those that they can feel comfortable with, without having such discussions.  Why have we made this about us?  Why has it become so emotionally personal?

We have let our culture and society interfere with our Christianity.  We see such problems handled the same way around us (race, sexual orientation, the list goes on and on) and we have adopted this as our way of handling the greatest gift we were ever given, the Kingdom of Christ.  Let’s get over ourselves and be truly honest even if it means brutally honest.  Let’s learn to take and examine at the grass roots level, not just simply at the academic level.

It seems that Rochester College has been discussing selling operations to a for-profit investment group.  Sources say it has been confirmed and I have requested confirmation from the University.   In light of this information it will be interesting to see how the religious aspect and history of the school will be preserved.  More details to come as they unfold.

This is the response I received from Rochester College President Rubel Shelly via email:

No, Jonathan. The college has not been “sold.” We are in discussion with a group that is considering making an investment in the school. The land and buildings would remain under the ownership of the current Board of Trustees and the non-profit Rochester College Foundation; the operation of the college would be acquired and directed by a for-profit investor group.

There are discussions in progress. No decision has been made. We are simply exploring every fair and reasonable option for helping the college to exist, function in a Christian environment, and have the funding necessary to thrive.

Thanks for your interest in the college. Any suggestions or other questions you have would be welcomed.

Rubel Shelly

I then asked Rubel about the direction that selling the operations could take on curriculum and student life and below is his response:

The college would continue to operate as a Christian college, with its current mission and values. The investment group has specifically asked that the present administration stay in place — IF anything comes of the discussions. We would manage the curriculum, degree requirements, campus life, etc.

We are not close to a decision to do this. We simply have to be open to options and ideas that come to us. In this state and its economy, we have limited options. This would be a board process and board call.

Rubel

WWW.SECONDRESTORATION.COM would like to thank Rochester College President, Rubel Shelly, for his candidness and prompt replies.  I hope through his response, any rumors can be put to rest.  Our goal as Christians is to be united in Christ and not to pursue infighting or gossip.  These elements were crucial to the Restoration Movement, and they should continue to guide the church today.  Rubel has asked me to refer anyone with questions to him.  You can email him at rshelly@rc.edu

I was thinking of what to do with Mother’s Day and trying to keep with the point of this blog and it dawned on me;  behind every great man or men there is a great woman.  This is the writing of Alexander Campbell as a portion of his memoir on his Father, Thomas Campbell.  As expected, there was a great woman behind these men.  I was going to rant and rave about my mother, but I think this will do her justice.  To see the entire memoir of Jane Campbell see the link in the Historical Links section to the right.

Jane Campbell

There are few facts or events of great importance and value in the life of most men, and still fewer in the life of most women. A truly good woman, as a wife and a mother, is, indeed, the most splendid spectacle in the horizon of human apprehension. Her empire is small, but her power is immense. The destiny, temporal, spiritual, and eternal, of the family of which she is the mother, and in whose hands God has placed, more or less, its temporal, spiritual, and eternal destiny, is one of the most interesting positions–the most soul-stirring, the most absorbing, and the most blissful in which a human being can be placed. Great are its cares, great are its labors, great are its responsibilities, but greater still are its honors, glories, and beatitudes.

Woman, next to God, makes the living world of humanity. She makes man what he is in this world, and very frequently makes him what he shall hereafter be in the world to come. We do not infringe on the pulpit or on the press in so affirming. These are, indeed, a supply of means to compensate the want or neglect of maternal influence, enlightened by the Gospel, and properly directed by its spirit.

Maternal influence is paramount to paternal influence. We read of an hereditary maternal influence possessed and developed by Grandmother Lois and Mother Eunice, but never of a grandfather’s influence by any hero in the Christian Scriptures. I do not say that a grandfather or a father may not, can not be the means of saving his descendants; but I do say that such cases are the exception and not the rule. Maternal love and assiduity are paramount to paternal love and assiduity. Besides, every infant looks up more to its mother for everything it wants than to its father. It is mercifully necessitated to look up to and to love its mother more than its father; and, therefore, a mother’s influence is paramount to every other human influence.

In this excursive view of the character of a mother, of a Christian mother, We have been only sketching out the more prominent characteristics of Mother Campbell. She made a nearer approximation to the acknowledged [316] beau ideal of a truly Christian mother than any one of her sex with whom I have had the pleasure of forming a special acquaintance.

We had a discussion in our small group this past Sunday that had me thinking of some research I did while in college.  I thought going back to that topic, that I would share this first hand account of a prominent woman from the late 19th Century, Silena Holman, and her struggles with David Lipscomb and others in the church at the time, regarding the role of women in the church.  She was President of the Tennessee Chapter of the Temperance Union, an elder’s wife, and she was only the second woman portrayed in the Tennessee State Capitol.  If you would like to read more from her discussions with David Lipscomb or her other letters to the Gospel Advocate, check out the Historical Sources Link.

Women’s Scriptural Status Again by Mrs. T. P. Holman

(GOSPEL ADVOCATE, 21 November 1888)

At odd moments during the present year Bro. Bunner and I have been sparing a little over the scriptural status of woman. But in the Advocate of October 10th Bro. Lipscomb takes up the cudgel in Bro. Bunners place and lays on the blows with an unsparing hand. Now while it does seem rather bad that two big brothers must fight one little sister, still, I am grateful for the implied compliment, and feel encouraged to continue.

Seriously though, this article would not have been written had not my position in some respects been misunderstood. For I am perfectly willing for my argument to remain beside Bro. Lipscombs, and stand or fall on its merits.

In the first place, I wish to say that nothing is more plainly taught in the scriptures, than that the man is the head of the woman, and should take the lead, most especially in the family relation. While it is too often true that women are compelled to assume, if not the nominal, at least the real headship, both in business matters, where through the incompetency or dissipated habits of the husbands, they are compelled to support the family, and in religious matters when their husbands are irreligious or indifferent, still, I have always maintained that such a state of affairs is both unscriptural and unnatural. In nothing I have written have I intended to convey the impression that I thought women should “usurp authority over man.” And I am truly sorry anyone should imagine that I did. But I believe that a learned Christian woman may expound the scriptures and urge obedience to them, to one hundred men and women at one time, as well as to one hundred, one at a time, and do much good, and no more violate a scriptural command in the one instance than the others, and that too without assuming to lead or abolish mans “headship” more in one case than the other. Brother Lipscomb emphasizes again and again the duty of women to marry and bring up children. Now if Paul in Timothy wills that women should marry and bring up children, in the seventh chapter of first Corinthians he gives them full permission to remain unmarried if they wish. In truth he rather commends such a course, for in the thirty-fourth verse he says, “The unmarried woman careth for the things of the Lord that she may be holy both in body and spirit; but she that is married careth for the things of the world, how she may please her husband.”

Now if a woman is married and has children, she owes them every possible care, and such a womans place is at home. No possible good that she might do elsewhere in religious or charitable work would be able to compensate for neglect of home duties. I would be glad to hear that doctrine thundered from every pulpit in the land, until fashionable women and bad women of every grade, and would-be good women are made to believe that their childrens immortal souls will be demanded of them at the last day, and no possible excuse will suffice for their neglect. Women should never marry until they have made up their minds to bear children. And I agree most heartily with Bro. Lipscomb in what he has said of the 19th century-womens distaste to motherhood. A sin by no means confined to New England, as he seems to think, but which is cropping up all over this country. And I can assure him most positively that while I have seen dozens of instances of it, not one was attributable to a desire for public life. I believe with Grace Greenwood that “for one woman whom the pursuits of literature, the ambition of authorship, and the love of fame, have rendered unfit for home life, a thousand have been made undomestic by poor social striving, the follies of fashion, and the intoxicating distinction which mere personal beauty confers.”

I believe a good woman will not neglect her children under any possible circumstances, and a bad one does not need an excuse to do so.

He speaks as if “a thirst for the publicity and applause of the rostrum,” were the guiding motive of those women who desire to preach the gospel. Is that the motive actuating men who preach the gospel? If not, then it were but charity to assume a better motive for women. Bro. Lipscomb accuses me of having given a one-sided view of Dr. Adam Clarkes teaching. To prove that I have not, I will quote a part of his comment on 1st Cor., xiv: 34, “let your women keep silence,” etc.

“But this by no means intimates that when a women received any particular influence from God, to enable her to teach, that she was not to obey that influence, on the contrary she was to obey it, and the apostle lays down directions in chapter eleven for regulating her personal appearance when thus employed. All the apostle opposes here is their questioning to find fault, etc., in the Christian church, as the Jewish men were permitted to do in their synagogues.”

He says it is not in the Bible that women spoke in public on the day of Pentecost. In Acts I: 14 we find that the women were with the apostles waiting for the spirit. In Bro. Creels little booklet, “Shall the sisters pray and speak in public.” on page 6 he says, “Our leading scholars, such men as Alexander Campbell, Moses E. Lard, Robert Milligau, and as far as I know, all the leading scholars, among the different denominations, say the entire one hundred and twenty disciples were baptized with the Holy Spirit.”

In Acts ii: 4 we read “And they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and began to speak with other tongues as the spirit gave them utterance.” Peter then arose and explained to the assembled multitude that the time had come as prophesied in Joel when the spirit of the Lord should be poured out on all flesh; when men, and women should prophesy, etc., and this was a fulfilment of that prophesy. Now, perhaps the inspired writer did not mean ALL, when he said all. But then how does Bro. Lipscomb know that? He must have guessed it. For I am sure the Bible does not say so.

I beg Bro. Lipscombs pardon, but I certainly did not say that women who had no husbands or homes should teach, because tens of thousands of such women are unfit for teaching in every possible way. I only meant that when such a woman had a special talent for teaching, with a strong desire to proclaim the gospel, having no home duties to prevent, and being an earnest, conscientious, good woman, I believed and still believe there is no scriptural reason to prevent. He kindly accuses me of idolatry, of warping and torturing the scriptures, and of being blind. As to my idol (women preaching the gospel) I assure him that I have no idol that I know of, and that least of all. I have said before, and here repeat that I have neither talent, inclination nor opportunity, for any kind of public work. Every instinct of my nature clings to my home, my husband and my children. I abhor the very idea of a public life of either myself or my husband, for which I, at least, am totally unfitted. But that is no reason why I should object to other men and women who have a talent for public work, and a desire to engage in it, doing so.

He thinks it very strange that I cannot understand so plain language as “Let your women keep silence,” etc. Now I am ready to admit, that the language is as clear as the noonday sun. It is only those dozen or so other passages that seem to teach differently that have mystified me.

He has reiterated again and again the unfitness of woman to lead. The Bible nowhere intimates that the mind of woman is inferior to that of man (and it is the mind that makes the leader) or that it is because of womans inferiority or unfitness that man is to take the lead. In all partnership business there is a senior partner. In the marriage relation, the Lord, for good and sufficient reasons, has seen fit to say that the man shall be the head of the family, and no woman should marry a man who is her inferior, or who is incapable of taking the lead. But that women are unfit to lead in the family is disproved by everybodys observation every day of the world. No one who has ever seen a weak inefficient or worthless man, supported by a stirring energetic woman, who, in addition, has to bring up a family, and guide her household, will say that a woman is unfit to lead in the family, though it is rather an imposition for her to have it to do. Again, some of the best work that has been given to the world by man, owes its perfection to the guidance and inspiration of some woman. As to her unfitness to lead in public matters, history and even the Bible itself disproves that. The Holy Spirit does not say that after woman “shipwrecked the world” He could not trust the leadership to her any more, because the Lord did after that trust the leadership to a woman.

In Judges ii: 16 we read that “The Lord raised up judges which delivered them (Israel) out of the hands of those that spoiled them.” Among these judges was one Deborah, the wife of Lapidoth, who even led them to battle, Barak, refusing to go unless she went too. Under her leadership &8220;The land of the children of Israel prospered and prevailed against Jabin the king of Canaan, until they had destroyed him.” Judges xi: 24. The song of Deborah after the battle is one of the finest pieces of literature extant. And so wise was her reign that “Israel had rest forty years.” Judges v: 31.

In history which is full of examples of great women who led, the reign of Elizabeth shines like a ray of light in a dark place, and no country could be more prosperous than England at present under Victoria. In our own day in the great battle of the temperance hosts against the realm of king Alcohol, Frances E. Willard President of the National Women Christian Temperance Union, with the genius of a Napoleon, has led two hundred thousand women to battle with a success unattained as yet by any other department of the temperance army.

In science, in the art, in education, in literature, in journalism, in the professions, in finance, in business of every kind, woman has come to the front and proven her ability to cope with man, in anything she may undertake. Indeed it is impossible that it should be otherwise under the great law of heredity than that, mentally, woman should be mans equal in every possible respect.

But the unkindest cut of all is this, that because of the failure of Christian mothers to do their duty, “The gambling rooms, the whiskey shops, the whore house, theatres, the schools of crime and sin and shame, the penitentiaries and prisons are all manned and filled with sons of Christian Mothers.” Christian mothers know this is the end of their sons better than any one else; and this knowledge has sent thousands of mothers to premature graves. It is these houses of sin and shame, licensed and legalized and permitted to exist by the fathers in the land, that has tempted and led astray the sons of Christian mothers and landed them in the prisons and penitentiaries. Had Christian Mothers had a say so in the matter, no licensed saloon or other school of crime would stand with brazen front to entice their sons to ruin and eternal death. Tis this great wrong to woman that has cut into her heart like a great festering cancerous sore for ages; until in her great agony she was compelled to cry out, and beg the men and fathers to remove these stumbling blocks, that her effort to bring up her sons aright might not be in vain. This is what has brought woman into the temperance fight, where she will remain until no legalized saloon or other school of crime remains in the land.

I would like to say before closing that in bringing up the case of Mary of Bethany, whom the Saviour had said had chosen the better part, I only desired to show that at least under some circumstances, a woman might take interest in other than domestic affairs, and did not see in that instance authority for women to lead in public assemblies, as Brother L. intimates. I do not believe that in the early days of Christianity, there were nearly so many women engaged in the active work of the Gospel, as men. Nor in the nature of things is it possible that there will ever be so many. Neither do I believe that the Bible makes any distinction between public and private teaching, or preaching. If it is wrong to tell the story of the cross to one hundred men, it is wrong to repeat it to one. Outside of the Apostles, there are very few examples in the Bible of what we would call public preaching even by men. It simply says, they went every where teaching, but how, whether publicly or privately is not explained. I spoke of this more at length in an article answering Brother Bunner, preceding the one published, but which the editors failed to find room for in Advocate. While, I was sorry not to get all the argument before the people, and some of the best points I made were in that article, still I know that the articles have been long enough to try any editors patience. I would also like to say that if the silence of Scripture as to womans public work, admitting that it is silent, is reason sufficient to oppose it, then no woman should be allowed to sing in church, or partake of the Lords supper as there is not the faintest allusion in the Bible as to her having ever done either.

Night sets in,

Wind unsettling the bare branches,

The frigid air, turning exposed skin a deep red,

Mind and body, sit like stone.

The stone does not react,
The stone does not reply,
The stone does not recall,
The stone is silent.

It sits unmoved by its surroundings,
The passing of those on the street,
The turbulent sounds that fly its direction,
It is motionless and still.

The night’s tunneling wind eats away at the stone,
Corroding its outer shell,
Taking with it shards of uneven stone,
Eternally unable to be redrawn or set back in place.

Without movement, the stone is destined to fade,
Decaying in its settled state,
Eroding as nature pummels over its inaction,
The stone’s silence creates the stone’s fate.